"That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it’s reconciled, accepted - someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking."
"You were the reason why
I garnished my eyelashes
with mascara and you
were the reason
why my tears were
"You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you."
"I know. I’m very hard to talk to. I realize that."
"Don’t confuse my personality with my attitude. My personality is who I am. My attitude depends on who you are."
"People always ask “Do you still like him?” Honestly, I don’t really know. But I do know there’s just something about him I can’t let go."
"I thought you would fight for me,
I fucking thought you would.
I thought you would fight for me,
Just like I had fought for you.
But fuck who knew I could be so wrong."
"I know that some days you’ll just wanna die and that you’ll hit the walls and curse at recovery..yes there will be days when you dont want to eat cause you hate yourself and your existance…you’ll be the person waiting for the floor to swallow you up and end your sorrow. Recovery was never easy, never will be…it takes your mind to control your mind..
But one day..you will wake up and feel the warmth of happiness in your veins and wonder why you ever let it go everytime you unzipped them. You will look at the sky and see that its a different shade of blue..a beautiful shade of blue…You will look at food and not think about calories but of how delicious it will be in your tummy and you will look in the mirror and ask yourself why you hated that body..that body which is so beautiful, not even words could describe it. It may take a month, a year or maybe more than that to get there.. but recovery is worth it. Dont give up now."
I’m sorry for all the pain you bear in your arms, all the pain you carried for me.
I didnt know body wash could be so sexy and condescending
Every time I see this post I think it’s a fire extinguisher and I get really confused
"I’ve always loved the idea of not being what people expect me to be."